Missing clients…unprofessional escort…I know…

I love connecting with people…sharing…
Especially I love connecting in an intimate way…like sex…touch…massage…hug…with men. 🙂

When there is a connection and passionate sex and orgasms…I tend to like that client a lot…I mean A LOT.
So often I miss them…

Sometimes I have a client who visit Seoul a few times a year…
Then I am missing the client…when he will be back…

Or expat client…I really liked…I found out he had left Korea…then I went to where he lived…where he invited me to his home for a weekend.
I was terribly missing him when I was visiting the city he was in.

I don’t know if this kind of posting is turning potential clients off…or not…that I am missing my clients…

Anyway, today I found out I might not be able to see this one client who spent overnight with me last year.
And last month he came and couldn’t meet me due to personal health issue that time.
He told me he would be back the end of Aug or early Sep.
So…I’ve been missing him…for a  month…wondering when he’d be coming…if he’s coming…

He’s back now!!
But I found out from last email he wouldn’t have time…also I also offered to come down…where he was at(for work)…
Of course(I didn’t think that time), he couldn’t meet as he’s there for work. Due to schedule, he told me he wouldn’t have time this time.

I got so sad when I got that news…
Little crying…(just few tear drops).
Then thinking to myself…I am too …

emotional
attaching…
easily falling in love…style…
unprofessional escort…

I was quite sad and came home and cleaning up my macbook-deleting files, cleaning up…spacing up…

Then I got reply from my client.

I sent earlier that I was sad not to see him this time and expressed that I missed him.

I felt guilty…or bad…and something…that I was too honest about my feelings…it might make him burdened or weird…and think I am crazy…too attached style…
That man might feel burdened and want to run away.

So I was quite down while working on my latop(hard disc freeing up work) then receiving his email with  “Haha” made me smile again.
I was so serious and all…emotional…

Then his last email made me relieved that he didn’t take it that way…

I am praying his schedule will free up or change!!!!!!! 🙂
I am back to positive optimism mode now.

Will think and feel…practice “Law Of Attraction”

Feeling good…happy…about him…being in Korea…might be able to have time-that will be great!!!…even if not…it’s all good. Smile. And be happy.

I was gonna go to bed early then I thought “Hmmm…I should blog everyday…maybe…”
Thus sharing my feelings and personal thoughts…

Thank you for reading my blog post. And listening to me(?).

It feels a bit therapeutic…haha…healing…cleansing?

OK. Going to bed now. 🙂
I will share story everyday.

Talk tomorrow. 🙂

Korean Aphrodite

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